X marks the spot that I scribbled on the calendar

December 31st, the night before things turned dark

I believed in you too much that I went blind in hindsight

I had no clue you had four guys

I lost sight

Oh how you've made the tables turned

While I wait in the corner waiting for someone to pick me up

You were faithless and careless

Breadcrumbing me back to you

I pulled an all nighter

I was a heart chaser

I lost myself loving you

But you liked me first back then

You talked to me like I was your best friend

But in the end

I can't comprehend why?

Why?

Why?

Boy

Boy why?

I called it off on New Years

You said I'm a bitch and then you preached you're blameless and my friends are at fault

What a great switch

I got insane

I lost my spark that I had before you burned it all up

You used me all up

Half a year I keep seeking for closure which I was the one who initiated

But all you said was bullshit

I was clueless

I felt worthless after being played by you

I did love you

I trusted you

I gave my all but you wasted it all

I used to prayed to God all night that we could share a lifeline

I claimed it all

I lost it all and I never got to ask you

Why?

Why?

Boy

Boy why?

Why did you made me your last choice?

Why did you laugh and just enjoy?

The aftermath

The pain I bath

Those screenshots

And the silence I got

Why did you take me for granted?

Why did you pretend like nothing happened? Between us

Was there an"us"?

I'm just your rebound so you'd bounce back to him

You were faithless and careless

Breadcrumbing me back to you

I pulled an all nighter

I was a heart chaser

I lost myself loving you

But you liked me first back then

You talked to me like I was your best friend

But in the end

I can't comprehend why?

Why did you made me your last choice?

Why did you laugh and just enjoy?

The aftermath

The pain I bath

Those screenshots

Why?