Always In My Head

If I didn't treat you right If I wasn't by your side Then I didn't justify your love And I know that a sorry is not enough But I don't wanna give us up But I thought you knew by now I thought I told you how How I tried to live without and found That I'm miserable when you're not around My inspiration is underground Keepin' me down, keepin' me down My body's alive but my spirit is dead These are the words I never said: Girl you're always in my head I wish I had U here instead I'm livin without, you're livin' with And somebody's sleeping in my bed And I don't know what I did But you're always in my head Now that I'm on my own And know what I should have known I'm hoping the answer blown my way And that I'll find the words to say If you come back to me one day But what am I fighting for If you're not in love no more And you're gonna' close the door on me I guess I refuse to let it be Why can't you do the same for me? Pride is lonely, pride is misery Grief lets my heart maintain Just enough to push the blood through my vains