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Dancing With The Devil
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Dancing With The Devil wurde am 2. Juni 2026 von BRX als Teil des Albums Love & Self Hate veröffentlicht
2. Juni 2026
LabelBRX
SpracheEnglish
BPM130
Melodizität
Akustizität
Valence
Tanzbarkeit
Energie

Songtexte

They told me the devil comes dressed in temptation…
But nobody tells you—
sometimes he looks exactly like you.
I been fighting with myself since I was just a kid
Bottle full of anger, every feeling got hid
Learned pain don’t disappear, it just changes shape
Turns into addictions and the lies that you create
Every night I hear voices in the back of my brain
Saying “you’ll never heal, you’ll always stay this way”
So I laugh in public while I die in private
Smile for the world while my soul stays violent
I got scars on my heart that nobody can trace
Spent years feeling lost in the mirror of my face
Started chasing bad habits just to feel alive
But the highs disappear and the lows survive
I know this road don’t lead to heaven
But I keep moving anyway
Every sin feels like a safe place
When you hate yourself enough to stay
I been dancing with the devil
Two-step in the flames
Laughing while he whispers every failure and mistake
He got poison in his hands, but I still hold on tight
‘Cause loneliness is worse than losing every fight
I been dancing with the devil
Heart black, soul cold
Trying to fill a void that just keeps getting old
And every time I swear that tonight’s the last time—
I hear the music…
And fall right back in line
Started drinking every night just to quiet thoughts
Started smoking just to feel like my mind could stop
Everybody thinks I’m strong ‘cause I never break down
But pressure makes diamonds—or bodies in the ground
See, pain changes people into things they hate
Turns love into anger and trust into rage
Now I push everybody the hell away from me
Then get mad when they finally decide to leave
I got trauma in my bloodstream, fear in my chest
Every day feels like a war I ain’t winning yet
And the devil keeps smiling every time I relapse
Like he knows I’m too broken to fight back
Sometimes I wonder if God still watches me
‘Cause every road I take ends in hypocrisy
I say I’m healing, but I’m bleeding through the seams
Smiling for the world while I’m drowning underneath
I got demons in my chest doing laps around my soul
Every scar became a place that I don’t let people go
And the devil keeps talking when the room gets quiet
Telling me I’m too broken just to keep trying
See, I done built my pain into the man I became
Now every mirror in the house got me hiding my face
Everybody wants truth till the truth gets dark
Till you open up your chest and show ‘em where the scars are
I was praying every night but the sky stayed silent
Started thinking maybe God and me got divided
Maybe all the things I did finally caught up
Maybe every bad decision left my soul handcuffed
And I know I got sins I can’t outrun
Got memories burned in me deeper than tattoos under skin
I hurt people that loved me while trying to love myself
Turned trauma into anger and called it mental health
Now I’m riding through the night with the windows down
Trying to drown these voices out before they pull me down
And honestly… the part that hurts the most?
I can still hear God’s voice while I’m getting close to ghosts.
Mama said
“Boy don’t let darkness inside”
But darkness was the only thing there on those nights
Now I’m standing in the fire I created myself
Trying to save everybody while destroying my health
I been dancing with the devil
Slow dance with regret
Every bad decision still hangs around my neck
And I know one day the flames gon’ pull me under—
But tonight
I can still hear the thunder
I been dancing with the devil
And he knows my name
Every time I walk away he pulls me back again
So if heaven’s got a door
I hope it’s still unlocked—
‘Cause I been dancing with the devil…
And I still can’t stop.
Written by: Briar Estes
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