I been feeling something, I been feeling something, but I’m feeling alright, but I’m feeling all good

It ain’t all bad, no it ain’t all that bad

So I’m sitting here, sitting on the fake grass

Talking to myself

Wondering if god is gon come down and—try to help

But what if not?

I’m tryna get closer to god

But I do even deserve that spot?

I feel like I do not

So I’m sitting here talking to myself like—

Ahh, it ain’t that bad

It could’ve been worse

Shit could’ve been hurtful

I started thinking one day

Maybe one day

I can go away

To another place

Where I can be free

Endlessly

Since my girl left me

I been sittin here

Wondering what to do

Wondering how to be

Wondering how to exist in this world I created for me

(I’m) chasing a dream

(I’m) chasing a dream

(I’m) chasing a dream

(I’m) chasing a dream

(I’m) chasing a dream

(I’m) chasing

(chasing everything inside)

Promise I’ll be something

Promise I’ll be something

Promise I’ll be something

Yo on some real shit tho I’m only 20 and

I sort of feel like, I sort of feel like

I can see the answers within the thin lines

I built an empire, in my mind, just to Jenga when I lift

A piece of my mind

My mind

Alright so it all fell apart right in front of me (yikes)

Speaking of words that ryhme with that part

Man how is therapy? (nice)

It’s going well

It’s going swell

Better than I could’ve ever imagined

But that bitch is getting expensive as shit

Put it on a pause like this (pause like this)

Alright, made it through the whole night

And I’m workin on my health

I hope you workin on yourself

Been spending time with the bros callin Collins, Joey, and Sebastien

It’s like ion even know what to say no more

This the epilogue, this the end of an era

For a chigga like me

Blasian boy tryna make it through everything

It’s a possibility

No lyrics here nothing clever this just me talking

Well maybe I’ll fly

What if I try?

Maybe I’ll fly

There’s a hole in me but hopefully I’ll fly

(what if I try?)

Maybe I’ll try

(what if I fly)

What if we fly)

What if I, what if I..?

Okay, let me break the fourth wall for a second, it’s junior year and now I know where I’m headed

It took me time you know, time is indifferent

And imma be straight I ain’t rapped in a minute

With my head down for awhile it was apparent

That Murphy struck with no mercy and

Will I ever find love again? again

I been singing to my hearts content,

Since you left, I rekindled with my old friends

Spent 3 damn years on this, you was there when I started this, you and I were just little then, and now you gone when I drop this shit, but I killed my first show, I look in the crowd you ain’t show, I ain’t know where I was going, know where I was headed, eyes all tinted, but if you want something know that you can go and get it, if this is the end of the night, if I died tonight, would you remember me? resemble me? I’ll move with luck forward, yeah

What if I fly?

What if I try?

Maybe I’ll fly

There’s a hole in me but hopefully I’ll fly

(what if I try?)

Maybe I’ll try

(what if I fly)

What if we fly?)

What if I, what if I..?

(with luck forward, with luck forward, with luck forward, with luck forward, forward)

And this is better, I’m feeling better, I’m feeling better

Im feeling better, forward, forward, I promise we gon be alright, with luck forward

People are gonna look back at this and be like, man I wonder what it was like to live in the…2020’s

The twenty tens?

You know how everyone’s like oh, look at high school in the 1990s

Oh

And then they’re gonna be like, look at this in…2021

That’s true

What if it doesn’t happen?

What if this is the last year?

What if we’re all gonna die, and this is our last day hanging out with each other?

You little shit

Forward, forward, forward, feeling better

You did it, you swung the bat