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Derealization
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Derealization wurde am 26. Juni 2026 von Are You Me?, LLC als Teil des Albums Derealization - Single veröffentlicht
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Veröffentlichungsdatum26. Juni 2026
LabelAre You Me?, LLC
SpracheEnglish
Melodizität
Akustizität
Valence
Tanzbarkeit
Energie
BPM87

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
DempseyRollBoy
DempseyRollBoy
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jacob Loaiza
Jacob Loaiza
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
DempseyRollBoy
DempseyRollBoy
Producer

Songtexte

In between a dream
And a nightmare
The line is blurred
My mind is hard to describe
I struggle to find the words
I'm a kid at heart
But I have demons
I'm disturbed
I've had a crazy life
And I won't't lie
I'm scarred and hurt
Shooting stars fall
From the sky
Like the raindrops
All I ever wished for
Is love to make the pain stop
I tried moving forward
Just to end up in the same spot
Will I ever outgrow this phase
I'm afraid not
I've been down and out
For as long as I can think back
I broke my heart so many times
I can't even keep track
I'm a slave to my emotions
I am not a free man
I guess the point I'm tryna make
Is I don't wanna be sad (aye)
Someone help me
An angle needs to come and save me (same me)
I run in circles, three-sixty
Stop me at one-eighty (one-eighty)
If I don't get my shit together
I'll be pushin' daisies (daisies)
I ain't dressin' up no lies
I always put it plainly (plainly)
Ma-maybe I should start another life
And leave the planet (planet)
Cause the way that mine is goin'
Isn't how I planned it (planned it)
I'd rather start all over
I can't manage all this damage (damage)
This storm I'm in is pickin' up
Can't wait until it passes
Constantly fighting internal battles
That nobody sees
I had the realization
Trust me you'd hate to be me
I'm lost
Goin' nowhere fast
With a full head of steam
How can I find purpose
If I don't know what anything means
Out of sight
Out of mind
So I close my eyes
Why do I
Ever open them
So I can cry
They're never dry
I'm never sober either
I stay high
Cause if I'm not
I might just decide to say goodbye
Yeah I know there's beauty
In the madness
I'm an artist
I've appreciated that enough
I'm sick of regardless
Inspiration comes in other forms
That I can't seem to harness
Cause it has to be authentic
If it's forced it isn't honest
Wa-way to self-aware for my own good
I'm hypercritical
Don't take that statement wrong
Cause I'm not being egotistical
I hate the fact that I'm misunderstood
Cause I'm not being cynical
I'm just working through my thoughts
And I'm not neurotypical
Look up;
Are those shooting stars
Or is the sky just tearing at the seams again
Everything feels so distant
Like I'm waching a movie of my own life
Almost forgot to turn up the sound
Maybe the universe isn't real tonight
Maybe this is all a dream
Written by: Jacob Loaiza
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