I'm the one that's left to fend for myself

I was in they corner every time they needed help

Maybe my problem is I never seem to ask

I don't wanna vent once you say it can't take it back

I don't wanna talk cause can't nobody understand it

I'm tryna live but everything been so demanding

Life can hit different may not go the way you planned it

Head to the sky, feet on the ground, that's how I'm standing

Feel the days been fading, I'm constantly waiting

I know that it's the key but I'm getting low on my patience

It's like I'm running in place, see it all on my face

I'd like to think that it get better but that's never the case

Tryna find the time to heal, sometimes it's like I'm numb tryna find a way to feel

I just wanna be alone, sometimes that's how I deal

Don't tell me that I'm wrong, that's just the way it is

Searching for peace and music bringing me serenity

Still on the battlefield, I been my own enemy

Tryna stay together, I been draining all my energy

Back to the microphone, that's always been the remedy

Feel like I'm losing my mind when everything get stagnant

Turned my pain to passion, started using my madness

Never said it'd be easy, it's like life is deceiving

Gotta smile when you bleeding, gotta stay when they leaving

I wish I was flawless but I know no one is perfect

I been going my hardest, that's just to show I deserve it

Going to the end of the road, that's just to see if it's worth it

It gotta be a explanation for the times I was hurting

I'm the one that's left to fend for myself

I was in they corner every time they needed help

Maybe my problem is I never seem to ask

I don't wanna vent once you say it can't take it back

I don't wanna talk cause can't nobody understand it

I'm tryna live but everything been so demanding

Life can hit different may not go the way you planned it

Head to the sky, feet on the ground, that's how I'm standing