Do you think I earned this? I think I got lucky

One mistake, one bad night And they\'ll find out

They\'ll find out They\'ll find out

One crack in what I built And then they\'ll find out

I\'m first one in, less like burning in the room Read the same damn page until the words lose shape

I do, everybody says relax You already proved enough

Funny how you\'re doing great, just makes the pressure double up

I keep every compliment like evidence against me

Smile, say thank you, then go home and check it empty

Every win gets filed under time and luck or chance

Every loss feels honest like he finally knows my name

They hand me something bigger, I don\'t hear we trust you

I don\'t fuck this up now, everybody\'s watching you

So I carry every detail like a bomb beneath my coat

Trying to stay perfect so nobody gets close

Don\'t look too close

Don\'t look too close

Do you think I earned this? I think I got lucky

One mistake, one bad night And they\'ll find out

They\'ll find out They\'ll find out

One crack in what I built And then they\'ll find out

I don\'t celebrate promotions, I just raise the bar again

Turn the good news into proof I owe them twice what I just gave

Take the extra work before somebody gets the chance

Like exhaustion makes me harder to expose as an accident

You ever hear what proud of you and feel your stomach drop

Ever get exactly what you wanted and just wait for it to stop

Ever stand inside the life you\'ve fought your whole damn way to reach

And still feel like security\'s a language you don\'t speak

That\'s the part I never say when everybody calls me driven

I don\'t chase another level cause I love the way I\'m living

I keep climbing to somewhere underneath all this applause

I still think one bad fall could prove I never belong

Do you think I earned this? I think I got lucky

One mistake, one bad night And they\'ll find out

They\'ll find out They\'ll find out

One crack in what I built And then they\'ll find out

I know what I\'m doing, that\'s the worst part

I know I\'m good, some days

I know they trust me I just don\'t trust their judgment

I keep waiting for the room to change For somebody to say

We made a mistake

If you\'ve ever made success feel like another thing to defend

If you turn every finish line into ten more you need to mend

If somebody believing in you only makes you lose more sleep

Maybe fear has been collecting every promise you could keep

You don\'t know perfection for the right to stand where you stand

You don\'t lose your history because one day goes out planned

One failure cannot rewrite every mile that brought you here

And being seen as human doesn\'t make the praise disappear

I spent years making fear look exactly like ambition

Built a prison out of standards called the bar\'s discipline

But I\'m done working twice as hard just to hide from being known

If I fall then let me fall as someone who still learned this role

I know I earned this I don\'t need their mercy

One mistake, one bad night

Won\'t erase me

Let them find out

Let them find out

I was never fucking perfect

And I still earned this