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Trying
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Trying wurde am 4. November 2026 von Citizen Soldier als Teil des Albums Trying - Single veröffentlicht
Veröffentlicht4. November 2026
LabelCitizen Soldier
SpracheEnglish
BPM117
Melodizität
Akustizität
Valence
Tanzbarkeit
Energie

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Songtexte

I've broken every bone inside my body
Trying to fit the mold of how you want me
Your expectations are a prison cell
I don’t exist to you when i am ok
You only see me when im ready to break
If i don’t leave im going to hate myself
I wear the scars of every word you tell me
Cuz im invisible unless im failing
Don’t know why you go blind everytime I am trying
I am trying
If you could see my pain just half as clearly
As my mistakes then you would be so sorry
Don’t know why you go blind every time i am trying
Shifted to every shape Attempted millions
These days i feel less human than chameleon
To make you happy gladly sold myself
Ive chased your fantasy and im done waiting
My own identity ain’t far from fading
Reaching your heavens gonna be my hell
I wear the scars of every word you tell me
Cuz im invisible unless im failing
Don’t know why you go blind every time I am trying
I am trying
If you could see my pain just half as clearly
As my mistakes then you would be so sorry
Don’t know why you go blind every time i am trying
I am trying
What if there's nothing wrong with me
And you're just masking misery
A frightened child afraid of help
This scapegoats me to save yourself
What if the problems not my worth
Its what you think that you deserve
Projecting and conditioning
But what if i stop listening
I wear the scars of every word you tell me
Cuz im invisible unless im failing
Don’t know why you go blind everytime I am trying
I am trying
If you could see my pain just half as clearly
As my mistakes then you would be so sorry
Don’t know why you go blind every time i am trying
I am trying
I am trying
I am trying
Don’t know why you go blind every time but I’m trying
I am trying
Written by: Jacob Segura, Jake Segura, Randy Slaugh

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