Beautiful Redemption

I've been thinking it's bullshit how this life makes you crazy It's bullshit how money makes you shady Mama please say a prayer for your baby If no one understands me how they gonna save me He without sin cast the first stone I admit I ain't the man that I wanna be No excuses and I ain't pointin' fingers But this life ain't nothin' like I thought it'd be Back against the wall knuckles on the concrete Mama needs money and the blames on me Shame on me I ain't worth seven figures Cause I dropped outta high school to hang wit' the niggas Hard head never took nothin' serious Class clown all I wanted was to be hilarious Mysterious how my future unfolds I've been chasin' gold down this one way road And I'm stuck tryna get up fight not to give up Confessions of a sinner so I write and I deliver All them dark nights when I couldn't feed myself dinner I was starvin' They don't get it I'm the bread winner So I crumbled, struggled fell when I stumbled When ya dead broke it ain't hard to be humble Tears fall down when your all alone Makes you mad when people ask you what's wrong so you ask wrong Ain't nothin' gonna phase me I don't Give a damn if people think that I'm crazy One day I'm gonna make this life worth livin' beautiful redemption Beautiful redemption Beautiful redemption Dear God I hope you're forgivin' Cause I've been sinnin' and I've been livin' wrong For so damn long I've been thinking it's bullshit how this life makes you crazy It's bullshit how money makes you shady Mama please say a prayer for your baby If no one understands me how they gonna save me If I die today I will spread my wings and I will fly away To a place where there's no stress and no problems Dear God I beg your pardon Please forgive me for the path that I chose But every good man always ends up broke If I make it up to heaven and find the gates closed Just send me to hell with a microphone And let me speak preach and help the misfits learn And this right here is the wrath we earn The path to hell just takes I one wrong turn Father forgive me don't let me burn When I prayed for help You didn't want to help me You just send me people who were wealthy So I envied But rich people don't wanna give people who are down a penny so I Took karma in my own hands I'ma take everything they don't give me It's hard to understand but Lord I needed Food in me Survival no bible it's just me and my rifle Somebody's gonna feel my pain Cause I'm tired of the same old cycle I need beautiful redemption Dear good I hope you're forgivin' Cause I've been sinnin' and I've been livin' wrong For so damn long I've been thinking it's bullshit how this life makes you crazy It's bullshit how money makes you shady Mama please say a prayer for your baby If no one understands me how they gonna save me Beautiful redemption Dear God I hope you're forgiving Cause I've been sinnin' and I've been livin' wrong For so damn long I've been thinking it's bullshit how this life makes you crazy It's bullshit how money makes you shady Mama please say a prayer for your baby If no one understands me how they gonna save me How they gonna save me, how they gonna save me How they gonna save me, how they gonna save me I've been thinking it's bullshit how this life makes you crazy It's bullshit how money makes you shady Mama please say a prayer for your baby If no one understands me how they gonna save me