Deep in Your Subconcious

Lying there in a small crib

Naked and innocent

Just loosing my virginity

Only four years old

A menacing man above me

He's my own father!

My legs and arms are limp

Crushed my confusion

Lascivious eyes stare at me

I've never seen before

Musty smell in the air

Diffusing body odor

Feeling like a pig ravished and abused

Praying for my god

The old man with the old white beard

A hurting abdomen, a grieved soul

Tears are running from ym eyes

I don't know what's going on

Cries, screams of despair

Father slaps in my face

"Shut up little cunt"

Feeling like a pig

Ravished and abused

Prayimg for my god

The old man with the long white beard

Satisfaction - father is groaning

Humiliation - treated like a shitheap

Observation - my brain is empty

Anxiety - father, never do it again!

Atrocity - fear in my eyes

Inbreeding - my body is deseased

Shame - mother won't be told

Some human beings are repulsive animals

After a while - the pain is over

Disgusting - full of serious mucus

Genitals - blood runs from my legs

An ugly smile - my father leaves the room

Misery - I'm feeling sick

Depression - I clasp Teddy in my arms

Loneliness - nobody who helps

Some human beings are repulsive animals

First you tried to repress

Then you established

The nightmare will ever be

Deep in your subconscious