Captain Hunchback

My thoughts are racing My thoughts are racing And I'm nauseous Strobe exit sign The thunder cracks It got so quiet Followed by a wave Of terrifying truth Of where I stand today Ain't nothing like I've been imagining Seroquel dreams I lost track of my thinking While we're laughing with the TV Victory My voice is tripling Victory Slam the door violently Victory Hands are trembling Victory Damn where was I? The leaves will inch Their way towards me In jagged little rush I'm a softie sucked in A reject on the run Through crowds of rotten tongues In simulated fun I can't bare to celebrate Anymore before I found my cause for living Victory I've been here before Victory Over and over Victory I need connection Victory I need connection Behind the bars and through the parties Is a universe Behind the laughing gasoline Is a suicidal surge Thinking's in Peru Torso in Quebec I'm outta step in doubt I know But I'll grab my silhouette Victory Victory Victory Victory My hands are trembling Jungle suffering