Your Honor

You're running I'm coming up before you in my greatest mooner Looking from the bottom of the cold dark and shallow Merky sound in me I can't regret it, I forgot I even said it I just wanted a minute Believe it me that I meant it when I told you I loved you And you would stand by me Now, waking hours, I spend hunting flowers Candles burning in your honour And jealous of those who had more than me More than me More than me More than me The voices building remind me that I'm losing Almost caught up in pursuing While you were all just cruising On your steady sinking ship sailing by me Still moving, pretending what I'm doing is for some other reason Fear I'll be forgotten by the ones who never even heard about me Heard about me Thought about me Even know about me