Chewing Sand and Kicking Gravel

Chewing sand and kicking gravel This shit will be in my mouth and shoes for at least another week And when I get tired of feeling the same way as always I'll just gut myself in the shower Chewing sand and kicking gravel I tried to get away but I can't leave behind my head So when I went south to drown myself real pretty I was too tired to get out of bed Chewing sand and kicking gravel I let my body walk away and waited in the car Now it's been a year and I'm just as angry as before I will never learn from my mistakes Pounding sand and burning the chapel If I am gonna lose my mind I'll go out with a bang And of all the times I tried to make you love me You always loved yourself more