Covert

You know I have this unrelenting fear That I'm wasting every minute, every hour that I'm living here I won't ask for sympathy Just the understanding that I can't change that part of me I'm just so scared to admit, act like I don't give a shit Hide behind this masquerade Hide behind this masquerade So sick of being like this Trapped in this ignorant bliss The very fabric of my being Is fucking torn You know I have this unrelenting fear That I'm fighting the days, but I'm losing the years It's calling my name Every day is the same Except this voice in my head Is merely fuelling the flames It's calling my name Just show me what it means for me to feel again It's calling my name So take me away From this godforsaken place These empty eyes and fake smiles made me believe I am defective, my own worst enemy Put up these walls to hide my secret My deepest 'cus I know you won't believe it You won't believe I'm just so scared to admit, act like I don't give a shit Hide behind this masquerade Hide behind this masquerade So sick of feeling like this Trapped in this ignorant bliss To live to like this Trapped in this ignorant bliss