Self-Destructive

I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna wait But, I know that it's too soon I could run away, but I wanna stay So, I've gotta play it cool If only I had been the one to be your first But, knowing I was second only makes me hurt And every time you say her name it makes it worse So, maybe we should start We can't help it, If we want this I'll be selfish, I'll be self-destructive We can't help it, If we want this I'll be selfish, I'll be self-destructive I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna wait But, I know that it's too soon I could run away, but I wanna stay So, I'm gonna play it cool If we never try, If we never try Then I guess we'll never know Lying to ourselves, promise not to tell It's out of our control If only I had been the one to be your first But, knowing I was second only makes me hurt And every time you say her name it makes it worse So, maybe we should start We can't help it, if we want this I'll be selfish, I'll be self-destructive We can't help it, if we want this I'll be selfish, I'll be self-destructive I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna wait But, I know that it's too soon I could run away, but I wanna stay So, I've gotta play it cool If only I had been the one to be your first But, knowing I was second only makes me hurt And every time you say her name it makes it worse So,maybe we should start We can't help it, if we want this I'll be selfish, I'll be self-destructive We can't help it, if we want this I'll be selfish, I'll be self-destructive I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna wait But, I know that it's too soon I could run away, but I wanna stay So, I've gotta play it cool I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna wait But, I know that it's too soon I could run away, but I wanna stay So, I've gotta play it cool