Testify

I've been Cheating Myself for too long, Living As if I was going nowhere And I know it's wrong... I've been Fighting Myself for too long, I tried Really tried To keep my head up high And I know it's wrong, And I should really know better But it's been so long... I know, How I feel, but I'm afraid to show it Inside It's so real, but no one else would know it The whole truth, and no lies Cutting deeper I can hear my soul cry C'mon, testify C'mon, testify I've been Lying To myself for too long, Silence Was my only comfort And I know it's wrong But I can't change the weather It's been too long... I know, How I feel, but I'm afraid to show it Inside It's so real, but no one else would know it The whole truth, and no lies Cutting deeper I can hear my soul cry C'mon, testify C'mon, testify To the friends that I've lost on the way To the friends I've been pushing away You could say that I've made it But I'm jaded And inside I'm falling... I know, How I feel, but I'm afraid to show it Inside It's so real, but no one else would know it The whole truth, and no lies Cutting deeper I can hear my soul cry C'mon, testify C'mon, testify I've been Fighting Myself for too long And I've been Hating Myself for too long