Dreaming of

You don't get to choose what makes me blue I don't want to compromise myself for you You always find a way back in You creep, you crawl under my skin I would if I could I would if I could I would if I could I would You can try to read my mind You'll misread the signs You say you can't discern the things that I despise Keep me shallow, keep me sweet You're not fond of the way I speak I would if I could I would if I could I would if I could I would This wasn't what I've been dreaming of I wanted to feel like I was good You make me feel like I'm alone Does it make you feel less insecure? You know you can't decide what's wrong and right You see everything in black and white Erased your name from on my phone But I'm terrified of being alone I would if I could I would if I could I would if I could I would This wasn't what I've been dreaming of I wanted to feel like I was good You make me feel like I'm alone Does it make you feel less insecure? You told me you want me Give me something that's temporary You're so cruel And I would if I could I would if I could I would This wasn't what I've been dreaming of I wanted to feel like I was good You make me feel like I'm alone Does it make you feel less insecure?