Had To

They just know I ran it up, they don't know what I been through Nighttime, bro speedin', I was out the window That's a scary sight, you gon' get buried prolly Demons talkin' to me while I'm shootin', like, "Hit e'rybody" Ain't sh- to hide, but I want the car tinted I want the crib behind tall trees and fences Have you ever had to kill one of yo' friends 'Cause the - that he was on was comin' between yo' plans? Can't just cut him off 'cause he know too much about you Sent a prayer up, don't worry about yo' kids and your mama, I got 'em Then you gotta walk past the casket Rememberin' how hard he hit the wall when you blast To rememberin' how sad he sounded knowin' he through Seein' shock and just disbelief in his eyes 'cause it was you I had to, my ni-, I had to, ayy Have you ever played roles with a -? And that sh- went too far You done met this - kids, and you know that she in love You tell her, she like, "She stuck", but you know that e'rythin' gon' change after you f-? But you couldn't reveal your true intentions She ain't the type a - that just let a - hit her But - that, I got to, baby girl, I got you Let me be the one you smile with and who you cry to Anythin' you need, let me know, and I'll spot you Hopin' she don't really ask you, though, because it's not true You fell victim to my lust, my bad, boo, but you so cold and so thick, -, I had too Only had like 250 in the bank but that ice and them jewelers steady callin' my name They want 90 for the charm, 80 for the Cuban I'm just knowin' it gon' kill me, but I gotta do it Tryna make myself feel better like maybe it's gon' motivate me Maybe when they see me with it, they gon' know I made it I went and got it, that sh- ain't no nothin' for me, jack And it's a custom piece, so I can't get no money back I just thought I had to - That sh- I thought I had to do I just thought I had to - That sh- I thought I had to do