Difficult

I get upset, out of control Up in my head, there's a thunderstorm about to go loose I always regret keeping it there But I'll never get the words out anyway Just forcing a smile But my mind's running wild And I try to come down But it's too late now All I wanted was to reach out Letting all my thoughts not break down You push me to an edge It's like you're invinsible You never wanna know what I feel Never seem to get what I mean Everytime I talk you make things so difficult And you're the best with arguments Makes me forget the speech I practiced for an hour beforehand Yes, 'cause you shot me down Does that make you proud? Well, I'll never get the words out anyway Just forcing a smile But my mind's running wild And I try to come down But it's too late now All I wanted was to reach out Letting all my thoughts not break down You push me to an edge It's like you're invinsible You never wanna know what I feel Never seem to get what I mean Everytime I talk you make things so difficult I get so mad, mad, mad, mad Ain't that sad, sad, sad, sad? 'Cause all I wanted to do Was for my thoughts to just reach you You make me so mad, mad, mad, mad All I wanted was to reach out Letting all my thoughts not break down You push me to an edge It's like you're invinsible You never wanna know what I feel Never seem to get what I mean Everytime I talk you make things so difficult I get so mad, mad, mad, mad Ain't that sad, sad, sad, sad? 'Cause all I wanted to do Was for my thoughts to just reach you And everytime I talk you make things so difficult So difficult