I'm OK

I tell myself that I'm fine and I'm okay There's no reason that I should feel this way I have everything that I've ever dreamed of But I don't have love Everyday I keep looking for something But I come home empty handed with nothing Tell myself that I'm happy being free but I still want love And it just goes on and on and on Can I see What my life is really Supposed to be Am I the woman that will set me free I just gotta believe I keep moving in every direction I'm afraid that I'm losing connection Day by day I keep falling away And I just wanna go home Something tells me I just gotta let go Everything in the moment will just flow Stepping out of the shadows behind me I am not alone And it just goes on and on and on And it just goes on and on and on Can I see What my life is really Supposed to be Am I the woman that will set me free I just gotta believe I'm so tired I just need to get away From all these thoughts that are stuck inside my brain What's the use of going through this pain I just can't go on (like this) Criticize me, I don't give a damn I gotta love myself exactly how I am Know that nothing ever goes the way it's planned I just gotta be strong They say it's lonely at the top But I'm lonely in between The hustle never stops When I'm trying to get that green I try to meditate to see what all this means Don't want to medicate gotta keep my body clean I'm searching for the answer And nothing is gonna stop me These demons are like cancer Trying to take over my body Fighting every way so I can see another day This war is never ending but I know I'll be okay