The Infinite Loop

Who Am I? Just a heap of atoms trying to survive Or just a thought Of a frowning God with a rigid mien Just playing "the mortals" Lying in bed I go through my life and realize I'm in pain Haven't done much right Any poignant, thoughtful, heartful quotes for letters Sold in stores And I realize The horizon was fringed by a golden layer of hope Couldn't really understand Guess that's what they call the ultimate Leap of faith "It's time to wake up The first light has come The blossoms have flourish And the savanna agleam The trail has never been evident But your feelings have been You can make them possible, You can make them real, If you choose to follow them" The first light has come, my eyes see clearer But the glow has blinded my path Today's gone, tomorrow is the same Though I can't seem to get it right Everything I used to be collides With everything I want to be tonight Against what the world says I should be A sentry marked to crash the eternal mind It hurts to admit I might be afraid I cannot bear a change in my life Going flat over uphill paths Stops my own nature And now I'm back again Running past the river and tall grass There's an eerie house where I used to hide And I put away the sense of being One with my self as I was told Refusing to embrace my gift Yeah, the ship that never Made it to the sea Talents and powers hidden inside of me Even started bleeding for somebody else's dreams Cast mine aside, I couldn't allow to let go It's spinning The everlasting circle we are in And it's infinite Like the mantra that sings for enlightenment No shame in crying No shame in winning No shame in wanting more Break the paradigm It's in your nature, your veins, in your blood Now he's found his way back Look what he's become That's all he wanted The more you have The more you can give Beyond the confines of this place Lies a sacred sage A divine oracle You've likely never heard... no War, division, hunger It's what's to follow next That's when evil finds its way And makes you forget Like the sun invades the earth Destruction takes its place No way out, there's no escape 'Til ya start listening Well, this voice can't be ignored Sure it'll be heard Crying from the inside out Might crack your shell Some will call it non-sense Some will say insane Tune-in words, mind and soul Soon will bring me out You think you couldn't go lower? The worst is happening The universe is talking It's the storm before the peace Hang on tight, take up the change And soon you'll realize A new task has been knocking at your door tonight Divine duality You had me going through all this And now I think I understand I really can In darkness, I discern the light Being wrong, I'll know when I'm right What I want to be, and what I don't Who I am, and not