Endless Confusion

Endless confusion plays on my mind I know all my wrongs but I can't turn them right Endless confusion plays on my mind O Allah please guide this broken heart of mine I see all your signs but I turn a blind eye Spiraling down in this spiritual decline O Allah o Allah Allah Allah O Allah o Allah Allah Allah Its like I want to do good But always feel there's something stopping me Its like I know the right road But, I'm lost in the wrong street Its like I'm stuck in a ditch Can't get out cuz its way too deep My heart hears all the goodness Can't take it in cuz it's too weak Man, why is it when its Isha I just wanna go to sleep Why is it when its time for Fajr And I'm sleepin its too deep I need some impetus Blessings to keep driving me Despite my insolence Rabb Bil Alameen, keep guiding me Endless confusion plays on my mind I know all my wrongs but I can't turn them right Endless confusion plays on my mind O Allah please guide this broken heart of mine I see all your signs but I turn a blind eye Spiraling down in this spiritual decline O Allah o Allah Allah Allah O Allah o Allah Allah Allah Endless confusions, triggering my illusions I know the right path and Allah is the solution But I'm thinking like, half of the time I'm in confusion I wanna just straighten my act and make ablution Then go and pray on my mat, cuz I'm just losin The day to day battle, lose my way like stray cattle So I pray for ways that'll place me in a safe saddle Cuz I always seem to dabble and unravel in sin Feels like Shaitaan just travels within my soul so Oh my Lord up above Try to change my ways but fail everyday Dunya drags me down to do the things you hate Shaitaan attacks me now, but I swing too late Don't want my heart to be sealed to a fiery fate I do pray Allah, sometimes I might delay I'm weak at Salat, especially at night I stray I stray oh I stray in the night Some day oh one day you'll be fine Just take it a day at a time Some day oh one day you'll be fine Oh Allah, this endless confusion Oh Allah, everyday I feel I'm losing Oh Allah, feel so secluded from your love Endless confusion plays on my mind I know all my wrongs but I can't turn them right Endless confusion plays on my mind O Allah please guide this broken heart of mine I see all your signs but I turn a blind eye Spiraling down in this spiritual decline O Allah o Allah Allah Allah O Allah o Allah Allah Allah What would you say to your Lord About why you went astray What would you say to your Lord About all those wasted days What would you say to your Lord So few of those days you prayed He's always waiting for us But we refused to be saved So busy drownin in sin So many truths we've betrayed So many people we've hurt Never thinking about the day That day of recompense When our deeds are weighed Ya Wajid please never ever let me stray Ya Majid bring me under your mercy's shade Oh your mercy's shade Endless confusion plays on my mind I know all my wrongs but I can't turn them right Endless confusion plays on my mind O Allah please guide this broken heart of mine I see all your signs but I turn a blind eye Spiraling down in this spiritual decline O Allah o Allah Allah Allah O Allah o Allah Allah Allah