Alone & Thinking

You know I always had this vision, this dream of meeting Mac And sharing a conversation then creating something beautiful together I'm seeing too many legends go in this lifetime and they all led me to where I am right now So uh Here I am thinking in my bed once again Mmm How to change the world with the ink from this pen Mmm Demons come, light goes, people cave in Try to ride the wave but they drowning in the sin Oooowhoa Knocking at the doo', now they wanna make amends Put the knife to their throats, think it's better if they end Oooowhoa Do it for the fam, got me writing out the plan But this city that I'm in, they don't wanna see me win Owooow Theres too many niggas out here dying You don't really care about it (Mmm care about it) Eyes shift when the bullets start flying So I guess I'll speak about it (Mmm speak about it) Making change but he came from the streets They think it's all a game Knowing damn well they never been behind the scenes When a nigga putting on, see him blowing on the feed They've been plotting on his come up, now his body's on the scene They don't ever understand, shit ain't always as it seems Eyes slowly shut as his momma starts to scream Now the only thing left of his name is the blood that stained Mmmm Here I am thinking in my bed once again Mmm How to change the world with the ink from this pen Mmm Demons come, light goes, people cave in Try to ride the wave but they drowning in the sin Oooowhoaaa Mmm Standing in the rain, feeling all this fucking pain Tryna' take a different lane but the road is all the same Oooowhoaa Niggas all around only want one thing Chasing after fame, not knowing what it really brings Oooowhoaa Mmm Shadows unfold, thinking money is to blame But it's really parts of you, you've tried to bury in your brain Hold up G they don't understand whatcha saying I don't give a fuck, fuck 'em all I'm done playing Look me in my eyes they won't ever lie, no So before I leave this life, I'll load the plane and go Up through the mayhem, 'cause this house is not our home but if love is in my blood I'll spill everything I own Sitting all alone, focus on the moment Hate will try to roam but I don't condone it Close my eyes and breathe, floating off my feet, let my heart speak, One day we'll all truly see Mmmm Here I am thinking in my bed once again Mmm How to change the world with the ink from this pen Mmm Demons come, light goes, people cave in Try to ride the wave but they drowning in the sin Oooowhoaaa Mmm This a letter to whoever, I'm just tryna set ya free Remember love if you can't remember me Dear people on Earth after I die What's the weather like?