Outpatient

People stare but they don't know the hell living in me Too afraid to tell, too young to fight off the one that was listening OH Deceiver Blank face waste of space You can lure all the prey (Try and take everything) One day you'll fade away Everything is changed, My whole life is out of place I'm an outpatient of hate Do you even know my name I'm not myself i fear there's, nothing I can say I can never erase this day All i feel is shame Wishing I could forget all the things that you did to me I can't remember a time it was like before I needed these pills to sleep Betrayer Lying thief filthy cheat There's no one left to trust (Don't say you're the one) Are you even aware Of what you've done Everything is changed, My whole life is out of place (It's our of place) I'm an outpatient of hate Do you even know my name I'm not myself i fear there's, nothing I can say I can never erase this day All i feel is shame People stare but they don't know the hell living in me Too afraid to tell to young to fight off the one that was listening Fade away I just wanna wake up, wake up because I've had enough I just wanna wake up, wake up because I've had enough Everything is changed My whole life is out of place I'm an outpatient of hate Do you even know my name I'm not myself i fear there's, nothing I can say I can never erase this day All I feel is shame