The Thin Line Between Hope & Despair

Oh what a shocker I fucked it up again You'd think that I would get used to the embarrassment It's the same story but from different perspectives Apparently it's my fault that you're over protective Just tighten up that leash, as it was my noose You're killing me with arrogance but to you that's no excuse Cause I forgot to compliment you on the skirt you bought today So of course let's just push me aside, whatever you say Don't question why I'm so scared Cause it's making you look like you actually care So when I wake up and you're not next to me I'll thank the gods that I'm no longer friends with misery The second I start talking you've got better things to do I'm roadkill on the sidewalk unless I'm focusing on you So you can tell all your friends of what an asshole I am It's scripted, predestined, but I'm happy again And over and over you've always said That I feel like I feel cause I'm fucked in the head To you I'm nothing but a fresh coat of paint To remind you that your solitude is miles away Don't question why I'm so scared Cause it's making you look like you actually care So when I wake up and you're not next to me I'll thank the gods that I'm no longer friends with misery There's nothing left For me to say If it weren't for you I wouldn't feel this way Stuck up and pretentious you'll call me up To tell me that you finally had enough And I've been trying to hold it in I never wanted to watch you have to shed your skin I'll be keeping my balance on this thin line Between hope and despair I've died a thousand times Don't question why I'm so scared Cause its making you look like you actually care So when I wake up and you're not next to me I'll thank the gods that I'm no longer friends with misery Don't question why I'm so scared Cause it's making you look like you actually care So when I wake up and you're not next to me I'll thank the gods that I'm no longer friends with misery