Loss is definitely involved, like. but it's always for the best, like that's what I truly believe in , like I do.. theres a saying being the prisoner of hope and like.. i do think yea i like resonate with that in some way like i do think at the end of like this all or like whatever or at the base it is a loving just world. emmmm and like its our denial of it that like. makes it not emmm and soo. we can make a choice but like i do believe that we have a choice and it is that choice that like actively yea just makes life better