Lost (feat. Natalia Thiessen)

I'm feeling lost I need a family I'm talkin to god, something is wrong Searching for love or a place I belong I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling- I don't wanna' cause any tension I just gotta talk Maybe I'll draw your attention and then you will get it I'm sick of always pretending with family I never mentions the fact that we're so disconnected 'Cause you're busy firing weapons or thinkin' we got something special I hate it, I hate it, I hate it You don't know the battles I went through You'll never get what you do when you hurt me I should forget and forgive But you meant what you said and you said it on purpose Don't tell me you care about me I don't care if your worried It's time that I Barry my burdens Leave me alone, I need to go I'm better off on my own I need a place that can give me some love or a feeling of home Why are you yelling? Lecturing me isn't helping the second that I tell how I really feel you get offended I hate how you always diagnose all my intentions To be something negative Load up your weapons I guess I'm a son that is selfish Or how can I be a good brother when sister is helpless I'm trying to help I- I'm feeling lost I need a family I'm talkin to god 'cause something is wrong Searching for love or a place I belong I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling- I'm feeling lost I need a family I'm talkin to god 'cause something is wrong Searching for love or a place I belong I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling- I guess I'm used to the bad things You think I'm good but I'm usually acting I don't want you to get mad again that's why I do as I'm told Follow the rules and I do what you ask me I think the truth is I'm losing my drive and I move to the back seat I do whatever you want and then during the process I ruin myself so that you can be happy Right now it's give up or give in But I'm giving up giving in but then I'm always stuck on the middle of it And my sister could throw up an immature hissy fit Mommy and daddy are bickering Then you go bringing me into it Trying to figure what side to pick Argue like little kids I'm getting sick of it Don't wanna deal with it you should get rid of me I'll keep it up in the chorus Just for a moment I'm calming a storm Maybe to tell you I hurt you with this and I'm sorry I'm feeling torn with like everyone It's pretty hard to ignore it These are the thoughts I hold deep in my heart I don't know where I can go, I'm feeling- I'm feeling lost I need a family I'm talkin to god 'cause something is wrong Searching for love or a place I belong I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling- I'm feeling lost I need a family I'm talkin to god 'cause something is wrong Searching for love or a place I belong I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling- Searching for love or a place I belong I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling- I'm feeling lost