I can feel it creeping in

Like a wave across my skin

I Try to bury it within

It never fails to surface again

My nervous system is my defense mechanism I’m starting to think it’s more of a prison

What’s up bitch

If you got a problem let it be known

Speak the loudest mother fucker

Or become a sheep and join the god damn heard

(Barely alive

Feeding off memories

Constantly asleep

Feeding on dreams

Of what I used to be)

I didn’t ask to be born into this life

It just gets heavier with time

I feel the panic setting in

Locked in my room because it’s comforting

I see you in everything around me

It’s the reason I shut out my surroundings

The moment you become what I’m used to I’ll turn and run in search of something new

Some people never change

While others can’t seem to stay the same

You’re a different breed

So put on your face hide your insecurities

You’re a different breed

Ill stick to wearing mine on my sleeves

You’re a different breed