The Fear of Losing This

Open your eyes and see what you have

But really, I know inside, it's all the same in death

But my mind is mine for now

I never asked to be here at all

So why do I have to face the fear of losing it?

Of losing why I live?

And if I just knew, I'd already be gone

I told you everything that I had the chance to

And there is no more now, no more light, gold and low

There is only what I have until that goes

Now every night, I pray to the stars

I say, "Please, give me love, or please, just give me strength"

The colors I've loved, they all become gray

Like everywhere I've been won't be there someday

It's a beautiful thing that I keep close to me

And I won't forget, but nothing is mine to keep