Thoughts

They're just thoughts

Yeah

Why am I trapped in my thoughts, let me set 'em in the open

There's some kind of tug-of-wars goin' on and I ain't copin'

I'm tryna stay down but I'm floatin'

Shit got me spinnin', I ain't likin' the motion

Try to hold on, losin' grip, gonna open

The air's gettin' thick and I'm over the chokin'

Airs with the tick got me roamin'

Heirs gone stick, we ain't likin' the lonesome

I'm havin' raw thoughts, I'm a kid again

Stepdad, more talk with his fist again

Said, "you come for my mum, then you pissin' red"

No chance, I was young, we ain't finished yet

See the man I become, eat your dinner bread

You created this cunt that is in my head

Now try frontin' on me once

Push this in your head, you can't run

You know that it's in my legs

Yeah, remember the chase, huh?

Nine years till the Da Menace got his pace up

'Bout time that you split like a face cut

'98, ain't no better that can face us

My brother's born and it's a blessing

Mum changed her partners and we gained some stressing

I replayed the carnage, it's a torture session

That has fucked my head, so don't you talk on lessons

Wish it changed, but aggression stepped in

Lives got threatened, and my mum got burned

And my brother got a cheffin', at least he stepped in

Word to my brethren, I swear to the old gods

Brother didn't question, I swear he a soldier

Didn't stutter when he pressed him

I swear for the whole squad

He holds our protection

It's time that she left him, yeah

Just thoughts in my head, but forced me some anger

It's more in December, we fall for a member

I'm callin' it cancer, used to pray to the Lord for an answer

It turned our days all dark like a panther

I had to leave this home, I can't stand it

Standin' alone like the boys goin' Phantom

I'm leavin' a home for a dead man

But I guess this is life, I suppose

(But I guess this is life, I suppose)

All dry, nothin' ripe, nothin' rose

(All dry, nothin' ripe, nothin' rose)

I'll soon take flight when I'm grown

(I'll soon take flight when I'm grown)

From the fear and the dark in my home

Home is where the heart is

I'm a daddy, so I never wanna start shit

Baby mama, never seen you as a target

And I'm sorry that I never tried my hardest

It's family first, but my fans want an artist

I will die for my Chases and Carters

I will live for my babies 'cause I am your father

I'll always catch you, sons, 'cause dad is your harness

We was just children, so how could you harm us?

I'm all dazed, no days, only darkness

Guess this the way, in a way I am heartless

But I ain't a waste, I ain't placed as a carcass

Thoughts in my head, but the thoughts I won't part with

I left home and it gave me a pardon

Seen cheap change and it felt like a bargain

I took leaps, now I'm movin' the margins

Yeah, remember the change up?

'Bout time lil' Menace got his face up

Get staunch lil' Menace, get your weight up

You can do it, don't you smile for no fake cunt

See, what goes around will always come around

See, I'm done with frowns, I cannot pass 'em down

They say my seed is bound, I will not taint the ground

They just thoughts, but it seems they are makin' sound

But I guess this is life, I suppose

(But I guess this is life, I suppose)

All dry, nothin' ripe, nothin' rose

(All dry, nothin' ripe, nothin' rose)

I'll soon take flight when I'm grown

(I'll soon take flight when I'm grown)

From the fear and the dark in my home