Gymnasion

I've been walking to my house in the fog Like I did years ago, looking forward Left the party and I got lost But I'm found in a street 'round the corner where you lived You can tell me what is like when you play All your songs in the night at half past 4 and If looking is enough, don't say a word Bad habits are what you do worst These days in my mind, I count 'em in bottles It's like a rush, I'm back again Could we pretend it's not just all in my head? We don't have to play like we had If something's gonna hold you back, I won't You can go and tell me what it used to be But who cares? 'Cause we don't have to play like we had If something's gonna hold you back, I won't I keep thinking that you'll stand in my bed I got a vision in my head, you're not there I've been walking to your house as I did years ago When our minds were a thunder Places that I used to read with a can in my hand And your wrists turning backward There are voices all the time telling me how to read All the signs, all the sounds that I've heard What's left under my bed felt like chemicals The gymnasium where we met is burning full And you sleep on the right side of the pillow I thought it would be bulletproof But it's like my arms ain't getting any stronger We don't have to play like we had If something's gonna hold you back, I won't You can go and tell me what it used to be But who cares? 'Cause we don't have to play like we had If something's gonna hold you back, I won't I keep thinking that you'll stand in my bed Got a vision in my head, you're not there It's not about you, not about you Not about you, not about It's not about you, not about you And I've been wondering why the leaves Around your house are never turning yellow It's not like I think too much, but It's not about you, not about you Not about you, not about It's not about you, not about you We don't have to play like we had If something's gonna hold you back, I won't You can go and tell me what it used to be But who cares? I see you in the corner of the room It's not like I called my father to get away Get away, should get away It's not about you, not about you Not about you, not about It's not about you, it's not about you It's not about you