Hopeless

From prescription medication Scared to death and frustrated Is tomorrow gonna be the same? I'm scared to fucking death of change The same old situation Same old family, same addiction My soul just writes it off, it's fiction Wasting away All that you say Meaningless, hopeless if you're not okay Wasting away Hoping for something No, nothing will ever change I can't sleep I can't live like this A 3 a.m reflection I'll never forget You overdid it You let it take control You got hooked on the feeling and never let it go The same old situation Same old family, same addiction My soul just writes it off, it's fiction Wasting away All that you say Meaningless, hopeless if you're not okay Wasting away Hoping for something No, nothing will ever change If I'm wasted Oh, just face it It's hopeless and I embraced it Hoping for something No, nothing will ever change Empty handed Hopeless hesitation Family mirror with no reflection A broken home Beyond redemption I'm done, so fuck done being wasted away Wasting away All that you say Meaningless, hopeless if you're not okay Wasting away Hoping for something No, nothing will ever change If I'm wasted Oh, just face it It's hopeless and I embraced it Hoping for something No, nothing will ever change Losing hope About to break But I'm not running away