7 Years

Tryna be humble, tryna be happy I wish that for one day, I could make it rappin' My thoughts keep buzzin', like bees through my head Give me a plaque to see 'fore I'm dead Makin' a remix to 7 Years Old My terrible life starts at 11 years old Not 'till this year, I escaped out from it But I'm stuck in the past, I need to rise from above it Not talkin' bout home life, or even a girl I was a target, was me vs. the world I'm scarred for life, I would come home and cry How could I think, why am I alive? Imagine yourself, 11, and thinkin' that Got all the death threats; Why? Cuz I was fat No reason to bully, I'll always remember I could not wait 'till the end of December That is the motive, that is the drive I'm so happy, Thank God, that I am alive! Music's my outlet, I'll record a rap I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't rap Maybe therapy, or even be dead My head would explode, These thoughts in my head always be goin' up, never be goin' down All the fake friends startin' to turn around You say you hate me? I love to see it You say you feel bad? Well, I have to be it Last year was bad, but this year is worse The next N F? No, I am the first TT 17, put that on my grave He's just a white boy, his bars are insane! He's goin' deep, look at him go! But I hope that one day, I'll put on a show Put on a show, and I'm pourin' my heart out Long way to go, and I guess that road starts now It's time to fold, go, put your cards down I will get the fame, and I guess that's not far now But shoutout my boys, shoutout my girls They'll always be there, it does mean the world Like, I'll get upset, and I'll pick up my phone And text one of them so I don't feel alone! Textin' up Marcos, or textin' up Haley, Austin, or Jasmin I know they will save me from my depression, I don't wanna fall! Those are the real ones, pick up when I call! Pick up the phone I will never carpool, I'm drivin' alone Blastin' up my songs, especially 'Outro' I thought that was good, look at me now, though Look at me now, look what I'm doin' Don't say that your with me, you not with the movement I will make it big, but I don't want fans They think that they do, but they don't understand! They really don't, they just know my name They don't know me well, or know 'bout the pain it took me my whole life to get on a stage Autobiography, rip off a page Let's go to the first one, 2003 It's crazy to think no one's hatin' on me! In 2010, I was 7 years old Let's take it back to 7 years old My biggest concern was baseball cards I didn't think I'd make it this far TT 17, that wasn't a thing I didn't know that I could sing I was just livin' a normal kids life Not even thinkin- Who's 'gon be my wife? I was so happy, I was well liked Didn't even know how to ride a bike I didn't think I'd make it to this day Long Way To Go, first night, I hit 1K All of my haters started to let this play If you don't get it, I'll show you it this way I'll show you it now, I'll show how I'm doin If you subscribed, then you're part of the movement I'm gettin' these nights, I hate all these nights- got page therapy Cryin' till it's light Sometimes, I'll sit down, and I'll think to myself Should I just quit for my own mental health? Sometimes rappin' takes a toll on me, because it's unlockin' all these deep memories Like, I'm sure you all know, middle school was bad I was the fat kid, and my life was sad You don't know how that felt, but that's motivation Music's my outlet, now get my frustration! I'm up every night, but Mom doesn't know that I write till I cry But I not show that I was depressed, but I'm okay now I gained some respect, and I think I know how I begged for my friends to listen to me! Long Way To Go, and I got lots of streams I remember that night, everybody loved me Fast forward next week, and they hatin' on me! But that's just a glimpse of how my life's been I finished that album, distrokid, hit send I felt so proud, but nobody cared! Not one single pre-save, no love in the air! I know that I'll get fame the next 7 years I know that I'll love the next 7 years I know that I'll cry for the next 7 years But I'm writin' and rappin' for all of my years But I'm writin' and rappin' for all of my years