Not Him (feat. Daisy Clark)

I'd meet your eyes but they haven't met me yet I'd speak to you but you haven't seen me yet I close my eyes and wonder if we could be alone right now It's just a thing that I wouldn't wanna forget And I'm reaching out to you, it's such a mess And I'm reaching out to you for you to notice And I don't know But I'll just keep on going Till I'm strong enough swim And I'm far enough to win And I know that I'm the one and it's not him And it's not him I'd talk to you but I cannot find the words I tell you tell twice but it's like you haven't heard Are you just another man, who just wouldn't understand I'm sinking fast, but you don't see it And I'm reaching out to you it's such a mess And I'm reaching out to you for you to notice And I don't know But I'll just keep on going Till I'm strong enough to swim And I'm far enough to win And I know that I'm the one and it's not him And it's not him If you were standing here in this moment now You could hear all the words that I've been screaming out Instead this pain keeps on growing With all the feelings I've been showing You cannot read the signs You just can't see that It's not him And it's not him And it's clear enough to see That the man you lose is me And I know that I'm the one and it's not him And it's not him