someone else

How do we keep it up when you're always Pushin', pullin' To pretend that it's alright when it's hurting I'm yours to keep If I'm being honest, I'm tired of that shit I keep coming back, every time, it's so toxic Think I'd know better by now, but I never leave Taking all my energy like you're bad for my health I don't wanna waste away while being someone else Now I'm making up for that lost time All those nights that should have been mine Yeah, I don't know why, thought this time would be different 'Cause it never is So I lie and tell you that I don't care I hide you away, but you're always there You have me, I know that It's too late to go back When you're part of me Taking all my energy like you're bad for my health I don't wanna waste away while being someone else Wasting all my time hung up on thoughts that aren't mine Wasting all my time alone with you Wasting all my time trying to throw away your lies Wasting all my time When you make me someone else Ha!