Don't Hang Up

Baby my mind wey e booze I try to be cool But you know say these chicks de3 they make we be fools I slave to be true I stay with you boo But this one time Shit I strayed into Juu The way she feed me e comot my Rawlings Chain So I chop the thing saa till the morning came Wet patches in batches and calling names Till my shit went flaccid from pouring rain But no shake baby, it was a one time affair I know it's unfair revealing thoughts in my head I felt so ashamed didn't want you to hear Can't tell you the number of times I've fought with myself I beg force give this rough child Make we rule the world like the Rothschild Make we go on to marry and born chaw Make you no lef make you no make I mourn child It's a rainy day You say baby wait I'm in the rain Mind in disarray I might run away I'm on a lane Heartbeat in a Race Miss your warm embrace So sometimes I medicate No luck as I meditate Kush so loud I just did a roll so I might elevate Feel so high and the shit dope that I might levitate Yeah we fight like everyday But we smile like everyday I don't really understand what anybody gotta say What they gotta say tho Out here talking to you on the payphone If you fuckin' with me then just say so They see we on the TV like some cables Baby times have been hard And I know you want me to be soft But right now I need a Lara Croft With no drama I'm done with all the theatricals Right now The boy mathematical Across the globe Stories to be told As they unfold I hope we grown old Cuzz you was there when I needed you So you know say I'll be there for you There for you I'll be there for you Baby no matter the weather I'll be there for you There for you I'll be there for you Baby I'll be there for you And It's success in trying to defeat you Is how much is manages to bring you into the state of personhood Because when you become a person you are attackable When you stay as the self which is what you are invited to discover You're unconquerable But when you stay as the person The person has so many idiosyncrasies And fears, attachments judgements, insecurities And feel very vulnerable And that is what get attacked you see Who is this vulnerability? You will come to see that the vulnerable one is our imagined self Is the imagined self It means that we are living in an idea about who we are Which is not really true And now you are invited I say by grace Some help some some help from life Which is the true life Is guiding you, calling you, inviting you "Come look, come look here, look from here, look from here" And something is going, "Nooo don't look at tha, don't look at that" And the one who is telling you don't look at that It feels you know it very well But he holds you back He will keep you a prisoner When someone begins to recognise wait I feel imprisoned but my own inner voice And I say it's not your true voice It's a voice in your head, but it's not your true voice You have to find a voice in your heart