Forsaken

Hungover Sunday morning in a church pew Smelling like cigarettes and hard booze And every word of the sermon Feels like it was written just for me So ashamed I don't want nobody to see The pastor looking right into my dead soul I swear to God it feels like he already knows I look around the room and so does everybody else So I step out the church door right back into hell Once again this world is breaking me It's got me wondering where my sin has taken me Cuz I did things this week even I just can't believe On the flip side my religion has forsaken me I got a couple women in my past life A couple women from last night And now I'm tiptoeing around all the lies that I can't hide Trying to figure out how I'm gonna tell my wife I come home, ain't nothing in my world the same Different faces in every single picture frame Divorce papers on the nightstand And my bags right by the door This war zone ain't my happy home no more Once again this world is breaking me It's got me wondering where my sin has taken me Cuz I did things last night even I just can't believe On the flip side my family has forsaken me Cocaine on a tour bus somewhere outside of Las Vegas Another night, another city All the blinking lights are so pretty Ain't nothing but a dark desert on the other side My friends don't like my personal decisions They don't wanna be nowhere around the way I'm living Ain't no helping hand, they don't understand Not a thought, not a prayer, they don't give a damn So I'm left trying to put all the pieces back together alone Once again this world is breaking me It's got me wondering where my sin has taken me Cuz I've done things today even I just can't believe On the flip side my friends have forsaken me So I wonder what hope looks like... Cuz ain't no forgiveness in this life I got sin upon sin upon sin on my mind Praying that these scars will fade in time God I hope they fade. Praying that these scars are gonna fade in time I'm so done with this world just breaking me Cuz it don't matter where my sin has taken me. If there's one thing left in this life that I believe... It's that God never once has forsaken me