Bottom of the Lake

I found myself at the Bottom of the lake again You told me not to dive And you told me not to swim You told me I ain't shit And I'm proving it again But why you gotta brag so much? You ain't gotta brag so much And I'm calling from the bottom of the lake again Still smoking and I'm high I was just calling 'case I died And I don't ever plan for the end, but I know It's no coincidence that I came from the cold Still snowing outside Guess it isn't a surprise Look what you did with all that pride and that self esteem You coulda kept me warm in my Levi jeans Say you'll love again, don't you play pretend Just hold me like you 'sposed to Just hold me like you 'sposed to Say you'll love again, don't you play pretend Just hold me like you 'sposed to Just hold me like you 'sposed to I got a lot of ideas in my head That I need to get out but I'm stuck in bed I really don't care about the things you said Apologies worth about a loaf of bread What I care about is how you swim back From the depths of the ocean that you found yourself at Swimming with the sharks so I learned to bite back Don't believe in bad luck, went and bought a black cat I found myself at the -- Creeping down the ave and I'm accident Bound so I'm crashing where you at You told me not to dive and you told me not to swim I watch you fill the cup 'til it's out of ounces Why you gotta brag so much? You ain't gotta brag so much And I'm calling from the bottom of the lake again Still smoking and I'm high I was just calling 'case I died And I don't ever plan for the end, but I know It's no coincidence that I came from the cold Still snowing outside Guess it isn't a surprise Look what you did with all that pride and that self esteem You coulda kept me warm in my Levi jeans Say you'll love again, don't you play pretend Just hold me like you 'sposed to Just hold me like you 'sposed to Say you'll love again, don't you play pretend Just hold me like you 'sposed to Just hold me like you 'sposed to I always picture myself sitting at the edge of a dock or a pier In the middle of a body of water By the time you get sober The sky's always purple and pink and orange The only sound that you can hear is water, trees Just peace, you know