Killing Me

I can write all about you like a journalist Tell me how ya feel when you notice this Just know when I love that is permanent And yeah I let you win every argument But you had to fuck it up Randomly switching up Can't find the remedy for the shit that you've done I been intoxicated, got me feeling numb I been too isolated, you left me with none To you I was just another To me, you was like no other Still got the love but its fuck ya I'll murder whoever touch ya But do ya thing, It's no pressure Good luck on you finding better I'll hit you back for my sweater Dade 'Cause my soul is broke And I lost all hope I got Jack in my cup I want to drink it up Need to numb the pain Fuck the personal gain I got drugs in my veins I got to suck it up Please don't hit me up, 'cause I'm not picking up Used to be about us, now you're outta luck Girl I'm killing me, trying to kill you I'm a need another cup, I'm drinking 'till I'm feeling numb Drink my demons away Pour it up, pour it up, yeah Drown my sorrows I'm a leave you now, I can't be stuck I'm chasing tomorrows Feels like I'm free falling I hear the devil calling 'Cause my soul is broke And I lost all hope I got Jack in my cup I want to drink it up Need to numb the pain Fuck the personal gain I got drugs in my veins I got to suck it up Please don't hit me up, 'cause I'm not picking up Used to be about us, now you're outta luck Girl I'm killing me, trying to kill you I'm a need another cup, I'm drinking 'till I'm feeling numb Please don't hit me up, 'cause I'm not picking up Used to be about us, now you're outta luck Girl I'm killing me, trying to kill you I'm a need another cup, I'm drinking till I'm feeling numb