purgatory

When my life flashes before my eyes Will I be ready or beg for more time? Nothing scares me like my irrelevance That's why I fill every silence with nonsense From tomorrow on, I'm gonna be legit No more saying things for the hell of it You know I, I get carried away with things I just wanted you to find me interesting Days avalanche me Another year flees the scene I won't shake hands with the end But it's breathing down my neck My birthday wasn't happy, it was bittersweet When they lit the caterpillar, I wanted to scream I don't wanna seem ungrateful, I just hate goodbyes After all, I spent half this year inside Purgatory's full of bad landlords And people I pretend not to see when I'm hungover Is it too late then for apologies When you're already holding on to the Grim Reaper's sleeve? These days avalanche me Another year flees the scene I can't shake hands with the end But it's breathing down my neck I used to wish I was someone else But I could never fully commit So I guess it's just me and me And the world in-between La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la, la, la La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la, la, la When my life flashes before my eyes I hope that it's Academy-worthy And if it is, can Leo play me? I know that's a big claim in self-confidence Did I ever find out if my name was correct? Or did I just get used to it? Did I do it all? Did I walk the Great Wall? Is it possible I'll be hungry forever? I'll be hungry forever I'll be hungry forever