Movies & Music

I think I'm trapped inside a paradox I couldn't feel myself while time stood still cuz that party sucked As if I would know Missed the invite cuz I was in my room Crying at my reflection life flashed me by and it's gone so soon My age is going up in fumes Now I'm stuck listening to the songs that remind me of All the times that I never had but it's nice to try and imagine A different past While I walk through some fields at the middle of the night Haunted by the memories written in the sky That were never mine Just in the movies and music I play on repeat Daydreaming cause my social life was dead About somebody else's arc in a story that I read Hoping it were me instead Dreaming of cities Dancing in pairs is only for movies Everyone else was in while I was the wheel in the background scene Spring ends with no love story If this were the movies Now I'm frozen in time while the world around me moves At a pace for the people that have never had to lose The glory of being young So I Iive out my teens in the middle of a bar Possessed by my ghost yearning for another start Just to see what it's like To be in the movies and music I play on repeat Movies and music I play on repeat Movies and music I play on repeat Movies and music I play on repeat Movies and music I play on repeat If I could romanticise A history where I'm satisfied Perhaps I could move on in life And love myself before I die Terrified of losing time I'm 18 until I'm 29 Deferring all my golden years Just before I disappear If I could romanticise A history where I'm satisfied Perhaps I could move on in life And love myself before I die Terrified of losing time I'm 18 until I'm 29 Deferring all my golden years Just before I disappear Movies and music I play on repeat Movies and music I play on repeat Movies and music I play on repeat