Who I Thought I'd Be Like

Chatting with my friends through a screen in my bedroom Binge-watching all the vintage cartoons Life hurts when I'm always alone It's only just me, my dog, and my phone There's nothing wrong when I'm dreaming magic carpet rides It's always when my head goes to the darker side You don't wanna know what's in there Filled with nothing but mistakes and nightmares I'm slapping all my feeling with the back of my hand I hope you never know what it's like Cause I I'm falling to pieces again Failed to meet my requirements Things couldn't be more different Than who I thought I'd be like Than who I thought I'd be like Than who I thought I'd be like Things couldn't be more different Then who I thought I'd be like Last night I left the guacamole on the counter It got a little brown, bitter, sweet, and sour Ate with cricket that found on the floor After google saying there's a little protein and more Rawr Oh Yummy yummy yummy yummy for my tummy Oh I hope you never know what it's like Cause I I'm falling to pieces again Failed to meet my requirements Things couldn't be more different Than who I thought I'd be like Than who I thought I'd be like Than who I thought I'd be like Things couldn't be more different Than who I thought I'd be like I don't know who I am Anymore I think I'm dying It's my fault I'm always crying Cause I think I'm worth nothing at all I don't know who I am Anymore I think I'm dying It's my fault I'm always crying Cause I think I'm worth nothing at all Cause I I'm falling to pieces again I failed to meet my requirements Things couldn't be more different Than who I thought I'd be like Than who I thought I'd be like Than who I thought I'd be like Things couldn't be more different Than who I thought I'd be like