All My Fault

Picked up smoking 'cause I got bored I act surprised when my throat gets sore (All my fault, I know it's all my fault) Now my mouth tastes like my ex-boyfriend And I get sick from the smell of my hands (All my fault, I know it's all my-) I know what I want Don't want what I need That's my favorite rinse and repeat There's something 'bout a downfall, feels like home Just so comfy in my old clothes Thought that God was out to get me Turns out that I don't have faith Swimming in my skin, it gets so ugly And there's no one else to blame (All my fault, I know it's all my-) My stomach is sick again, I let it sink in (All my fault, I hope it's not my-) Sipping on feedback from the way I was You'd think I'm in love with the ringing The best part is over, it never gets one I thought that God was- I thought that God Its all my fault, Its all my fault, Its all my fault, Its all my fault Its all my fault, Its all my fault, Its all my fault, Its all my fault Its all my fault, Its all my fault, Its all my fault, Its all my fault Its all my fault, Its all my fault,Its all my fault, Its all my fault Thought that God was out to get me Turns out that I don't have faith Swimming in my skin, it gets so ugly And there's no one else to blame I get so dizzy playing make-believe Dress up act like I'm not the enemy I know there's no one watching over me But still, I'm praying that the end won't be All my fault