90mh (Remix)

Hey, at least I'm alive But for what, for fuckin' what? For f You got to give me a reason to liveup I'm sick of the world that I'm living in My life is a fraud now I'm giving in Tried my best to cope, but I'm stressed out Hey you gonna meet people trying to chase clout I just wanted some love and acceptance Guess it's too much too hard I'm accepting Now I live but I really feel dead To zone out this feeling I'm trying to take meds But how do I get out my head Most of these days I stick to my bed Trying to wake up trying to spin on my head Learn on some threads eat some healthy some eggs I'm out of social media 'cause I'm anti-social I don't care shit want to be no vocal Fuck promotion I got no devotion Will be living on these sounds till I find my potion I don't need no care (I don't) I don't need your roses when I'm dead I don't need your token when I'm dead I don't need your love when I'm dead I don't feel my skin like I'm skeleton To you I know that shit's irrelevant Accuse me I rap like American Guess this day is the age of comparison I've been like going insane Used to do a lot of shit now I refrain Almost lost the cells in my fucking brain Don't feel like listening to anyone any day Feel I need to go away This is not the best place for me The lifestyle I'm thrown ain't supporting Fake shit is all they promoting Now I expect none I'm not hoping Fake songs are winning I'm throwing up I don't really care if I'm blowing up I'll keep making music for that one friend who listens I don't give a fuck what the whole world be thinking You don't have to crap me I'm already sinking Maybe I'm not even thinking Maybe I'm not even thinking