Haunted

Sometimes I wish you could see my dreams Falling for eternity Knowing no one will catch me Sometimes I'll see what lies ahead Giving everything I have But failure's all I find instead Lying in bed, the whole room is spinning I should have seen this from the beginning I lost everything, I thought I'd be winning by now Now I'm haunted By the thought of if I'm good enough And I'm haunted By a past that's slowly catching up The darkness in my bedroom While I lie awake at night Is the canvas for the nightmares That I've been painting in my mind And it doesn't make a difference Even if I close my eyes So I'll lie alone, in my own home And hope someone will turn on the lights Sometimes it feels like your hand's in mine Lost in each other's eyes Remembering the good times It's hard not to fear what you do to me I toss and I turn from anxiety Now I'm trying to forget Get you out my head Lying in bed, the whole room is spinning I should have seen this from the beginning I lost everything, I thought I'd be winning by now Now I'm haunted By the thought of if I'm good enough And I'm haunted By a love that I have given up The darkness in my bedroom While I lie awake at night Is the canvas for the nightmares That I've been painting in my mind And it doesn't make a difference Even if I close my eyes So I'll lie alone, in my own home And hope someone will turn on the lights