Blackstar

Son, Remember I was younger used to look up and I'd see the stars Now I'm hearing sirens when I look up and I the boys Remember I was younger used to dream about it livin' large Now I'm in my car praying that a nigga see tomorrow Remember I was younger used to wake up and hear my alarm Now I wake up and I check the boards trynna up my score Remember I was younger used to dream about it livin' large Now I'm in my car praying that a nigga see tomorrow My heart shattered My heart shattered time and time again There's fine line between life and death and I gotta walk that line again I stopped trynna read others minds and I started looking at mine within Yeah, There's shit that I lost and can't ever find again And it hurts sometimes 'Cause everybody got that line of friends But there's one that's so close to you And it kills me I lost mine again Monopoly on my mental it's a board game I'm trynna win Life could be so simple if a nigga act we can minus him Court cases as a minor kid, yeah Shit look like a anvil the way dirty cops make the iron flip Its crazy how they change up these new niggas put the i in flip It made me, it raised me, I came up from the lion's den And I still see it, yeah shadows of my past life Fucks wit me eternally I can't remember last night Look me in my eyes I'm feeling sad I Wanna save the day but they gon' paint me as the bad guy Remember I was younger used to look up and I'd see the stars Now I'm hearing sirens when I look up and I the boys Remember I was younger used to dream about it livin' large Now I'm in my car praying that a nigga see tomorrow