So Happy (feat. SonReal)

Ever since I've known you

You've held that key to my emotions

I open up to you

You're the drop of ecstasy that fills my ocean

Yes, I'm floating, one sip of you

One whiff of you, I'll sin for you

How can that double-edged sword that'll hurt me

And heal me be so irresistible?

It's that hypnotic craving

Got my wings like oscillating

How can something be so toxic

Yet be so fucking intoxicating?

And I know I'll forget this

And I wish I could bottle this feeling

But every morning that message in a bottle

That I threw in the sea is lost from the evening

And I feel like hell but oh, your spell

Is on repeat like a parrot talks

And I keep going back, yup

You're my perfect paradox, so

It's freedom

When I'm shot by Cupid's demons

'Cause right now I'm walking on clouds with you

Like I'm lucid dreaming

Feel the breeze and

So I don't know why

I'm so happy, I'm not coming down

I'm so happy I could die right now

Found religion in a deep breath

But I know I'm gonna forget

That I'm so fucking happy here right now

I see my little man's hands

Wrapped around Daddy's finger

I hold my baby boy up to the sky like he Simba

I know what it is

'Cause now I know what is love

It's like you came down to Earth just show me what's up

In the car with my lady 'bout to do the impossible

Yeah, in her belly is our baby, on our way to the hospital

And it's green lights all the way

I know the route, I don't need a map

But I won't lie, I was petrified 'cause

Yo, your boy's 'bout to be a Dad

And when you came out, I was speechless

Just to be alive is the jackpot

And if my lady's strength was a sports team

I'd be the cheerleader and the mascot

But that happiness is bittersweet

'Cause I know somebody that would be so proud

Somehow peeking down

Man, I hope Mum can see me now like

I'm so happy, I'm not coming down

I'm so happy I could die right now

Found religion in a deep breath

But I know I'm gonna forget

That I'm so fucking happy here right now

I used to bottle my feelings

Till I broke it, now I'm healing

From them days when just believing

Was a no padding glass ceiling

I don't got no fear to run from

Ain't nobody tell me nothing

Far from perfect but I love it

Yeah, let me tell you something

My Papa, he passed

Everything in my life stopped and just crashed

Numbing my feelings by topping my glass

Never worked for me so I would just ask

Why would you leave us? So much more to do

He'd show up in my dreams and tell me the truth

Learn from my mistakes and I'm proud of you

I reply, "Okay, this what I'ma do"

Instead of just sitting here, I'ma go get it here

I gotta look, I'll be damned if I miss it here

I wrote a song and my fans sing it crystal clear

And it's called my friends

So every time that I touch that stage

I channel you and that love you gave

I'll see you soon but until that day

So I don't know why

I'm so happy, I'm not coming down (I'm so fucking happy)

I'm so happy I could die right now (I'm so fucking happy)

Found religion in a deep breath

But I know I'm gonna forget

That I'm so fucking happy here right now