My Heart's a Wreck

My heart's a wreck I'm so damn torn I just feel like I can't go on no more My life's a mess and that's for sure It just always seems to get so much worse I think a lot that's all I do I think about how much I feel so used And after all said is through I think that you could say you feel it too I don't wanna feel this way Everything is torturing me I can feel it on my sleeve Anxiety is crippling Take your razor drag it through Make sure you feel some use I don't wanna be me I don't wanna be me I know that you don't think of me Maybe it's time that I should finally leave 'Cause why would I ever matter When I'm just another face in a crowded room And what is love it's a fucking lie Some night I just wanna cry out my eyes 'Cause all I've said has been said before Now I know that this is torture I don't wanna feel this way Everything is torturing me I can feel it on my sleeve Anxiety is crippling Take your razor drag it through Make sure you feel some use I don't wanna be me I don't wanna be me I told you that I'd never be fine without you And I know that I can't make it trough another day the same But I used to get out of bed and be happy But now I just see myself in the mirror and I'm angry 'Cause I can't look myself in the face 'Cause I hate my face and my face hates me And I know that you think that I'm great But I'm just a waste of space lying on the field I don't wanna feel this way Everything is torturing me I can feel it on my sleeve Anxiety is crippling Take your razor drag it through Make sure you feel some use I don't wanna be me I don't wanna be me I don't wanna be me I don't wanna be me