Backwards In My Head (feat. Rey Khan)

All these thoughts keep messing with my head I'm so numb now I can't get out of bed Feeling like myself now I'm feeling like I'm dead Am I really dead feeling backwards in my head All these thoughts keep messing with my head I'm so numb now I can't get out of bed Feeling like myself now I'm feeling like I'm dead Am I really dead oooo ooohhh I can't think ahead Memories fogged from the words I never said Feeling like my life is hanging from a thread I'm just trying to live I'm just trying to make that bread No more tears to shed I'll just throw myself instead Am I really here now Or is it just a ghost town I don't wanna fall down Trying not to feel so backwards in my head All these thoughts keep messing with my head I'm so numb no I can't get out of bed Feeling like myself no I'm feeling like I'm dead Am I really dead feeling backwards in my head All these thoughts keep messing with my head I'm so numb no I can't get out of bed Feeling like myself no I'm feeling like I'm dead Am I really dead oooo ooohhh Darkest thoughts inside my head Got a noose on my neck should I play hangman Cause no matter how many cabbage seeds I plant Never seem to get ahead I'm Feeling unsettled I'm going down I V ketamine slow it down How did my world flip upside down Everything in my head is backward now Sometimes i know i lose focus Try to reset to the scent of the lotus Hocus pocus didn't notice world got me tricked like Trojan horses Face to face with my demons screaming Run with the pace of a thoroughbred Quick as I can but I can't escape the thoughts got me feeling backwards in my head All these thoughts keep messing with my head I'm so numb no I can't get out of bed Feeling like myself no I'm feeling like I'm dead Am I really dead feeling backwards in my head All these thoughts keep messing with my head I'm so numb no I can't get out of bed Feeling like myself no feeling like I'm dead Am I really dead