can you see me?

Today, I looked over my shoulder Hoping you'd be sitting in I almost felt like I could see you Can you see me? Been trying to get life without you in it I just can't make no fucking sense of it I swear, a whole chunk of my body went numb, and stopped responding Oh God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Now you're gone, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Oh God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Now you're gone, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no I'm aware you had to leave someday But I didn't know it would be this freezing I mean, I lost all reason And every night now I take forever to let go, fall asleep Then I'll see you in my dreams, oh They're all the same, you come around then disappear, no, no Oh God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Now you're gone, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Oh God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Now you're gone, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Feel anxious, feel nervous I'm nauseous, and I'm broken I'm scared I'll always feel this way No, I can't have you far away Feel empty, so empty I'm tired, and I'm caving in (I'm caving in) You took a heavy part of me Now how am I supposed to live and live and live? Oh Oh God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Now you're gone, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Oh God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Now you're gone, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no (Come around, then disappear, no, no) Oh God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Now you're gone, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Oh God, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Now you're gone, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no